God is Awesome!!!

I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!
Last night at 11:30pm until now, 1:00pm has just been like a giant me and God time, even though I have been talking to friends during that time. We have just been talking about some serious issues and keeping God the center and it has just been so amazing! God is AWESOME! There are no words to discribe what this is like! I want to bottle this feeling and keep it always...wait...why do I say then when as long as I am spending time with Him i am feeling this way. I'll just continue to spend time with Him! I know that is easier said then done, but really why? I love Him. I want to spend time with Him. So I'm going to!!!

Empty Me- Jeremy Camp

Music Speaks

How can I express what’s going on in my heart?
What words are there to make you see?
How much longer until you come save me from this dark?
Are you now my friend or my enemy?
How can I keep pretending that this isn’t tearing me apart?
Do you care how I am feeling or are you filled with apathy?

Words fail and music speaks
My thoughts are locked away and I can’t find the key
My sorrow hits its peak
And my music can’t save me

Life goes on and hurtful words tumble and flow
I begin to shut down, as is my tendency
My mask goes up so that you never know
What it is that you are now doing to me
The fights hit my heart like an arrow
Can you just cut it out, quit it and let me be
　
Words fail and music speaks
My thoughts are locked away and I can’t find the key
My sorrow hits its peak
And my music can’t save me

Words fail and music speaks
My thoughts are locked away and I can’t find the key
My sorrow hits its peak
And my music can’t save me

Though the pain burns hotter then the sun
It helps to drive me to the One
He takes my aches and grieves away
And I know He is here to stay

Words fail and music speaks
My thoughts are locked and now I find the key
My joy and love peaks
Now my soul’s Music saves me